One Badd MisFit....JR.

IN CASE YOU DIDNT KNOW I AM THE CHILD OF ONE BADD MISFIT...BEING THE CHILD OF ONE BADD MISFIT HAS ALLOWED ME TO USE THE MISTAKES OF MY ASCENDANTS AS THE CRUTCH OF MY LIFE...AFTER MAKING A COMPLETE ASS OF MYSELF AT A NEW YEARS FAMILY GATHERING THIS YEAR I HAVE DECIDED THAT I AM NO LONGER BEING THE VICTIM OF MY DYSFUNCTIONAL UPBRINGINGS.SHRINKING SERVES NO ONE AS MARIANNE WILLIAMSON STATED IN HER POEM "OUR DEEPEST FEAR".SEE I AM FROM ONE OF THE MOST POPULAR CITIES IN THE ENTIRE WORLD ..THE BIGG APPLE ..N I RECENTLY MOVED TO FLORIDA TO GET MY LIFE ON TRACK. I THOUGHT NY WAS MY BIGGEST PROBLEM BUT IT WASNT BECAUSE WHEN I CAME TO FLORIDA I FELT THE SAME PAINS AND EMOTIONS I HAD FELT IN NY....I NEVER CONFRONTED MY DEMONS , I ONLY RAN FROM THEM AND THAT IS WHY I WAS ALWAYS CONFRONTED WITH THE SAME PROBLEMS TIME AND TIME AGAIN.SO  NOW AFTER MY EMBARRASSING EPISODE ON NEW YEARS EVE I HAVE DECIDED TO MAKE SOME CHANGES...THX TO MY FRIEND SUGAR WATER I FOUND OUT ABOUT THIS BLOG SPOT AND I WANTED TO CREATE  MY OWN BLOG PAGE ...SO HERE I AM...CRAZY...FUNNY...HAPPY SOMETIMES...WEIRD...N A TAD BIT ANGRY...KINDA DIFFERENT BUT WHO CARES?? I DONT... BECAUSE I AM ME... THE EASIEST PERSON THAT I CAN BE...ALCOHOL WAS SOMETHING INTRODUCED TO ME AT A VERY YOUNG AGE DUE TO BEING RAISED IN MY GREAT AUNTS CLUB...JUNCOS AKA THE CLUB....PARTY...DRINKING ...FUN...FOOD...MUSIC WAS SOMETHING I WAS SURROUNDED BY AND ALWAYS WISHED I WAS OLD ENOUGH TO PARTAKE IN THESE DESTRUCTIVE FESTIVITIES...SO WHEN I WAS OLD ENOUGH 15 I DECIDED TO BRING A COUPLE OF FRIENDS OVER TO MY HOUSE AND DRINK MY FIRST DRINK...BY THE WAY MOM WASNT HOME ...MY GREAT AUNT WAS SUFFERING FROM ALZHEIMERS SO I KNEW SHE WOULDNT EVEN BE ABLE TO REMEMBER THE FACT THAT I HAD ABOUT 6 TEENAGERS IN HER HOUSE GETTING PLASTERED OFF SOME DEVIL SPRINGS...JUST RECAPPING ON THAT DAY MAKES ME REALIZE HOW FAST TIME PASSES...IM 21 NOW AND I REMEMBER THAT  AS IF IT WAS YESTERDAY...ONCE I OPEN THE DOOR TO ALCOHOL I NEVER CLOSED IT...I LET ALCOHOL SIT IN THE COUNSEL OF ALL MY SORROWS...U COULDNT IMAGINE WHAT THAT ENTAILED...PARTY AFTER PARTY AFTER PARTY MY LIFE BECAME ONE BIG PARTY...STAY TUNED FOR MORE...PEACE LOVE SOUL XOXOXOXO URSA MINOR